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Behöver inte säga speciellt mycket mer idag än att citera en dikt av Karine. (fighterprincess på www.deviantart.com)

"I've tried so hard to make it through,
but I can't take it anymore.
I've lost so many parts of me
along the way
that I can't recognize the reflection
starring back at me in the mirror.
I'm a shadow of myself
and I hate myself for doing this
and punishing myself like this.
I wasn't like this before.
Back then I was somebody
But now I'm frightened
by this person that you calls the name
of which belongs to me.
It hurts to know that
I can't go back to who I was
I've managed to lose myself along the way
Think I got blinded
by the bight light that shined so clearly.
So I turned to the darkness,
and now it's the only thing I see.
It's getting harder to breathe.
I can't do this, and I can't take it anymore
It hurts to much
for me to go on like this.
I'm fading even further than I ever thought was possible.
But here I am, bleeding
And I'm too scared to cry out for help this time."

- http://fighterprincess.deviantart.com/art/loosing-myself-103833981